i've decided to write a post since uncle has been urging me to update..waha,banar plg,my last post was like a few months ago,and when asked y i didn't post anymore,i gave reasons he thought was nonsense,lol,oh well,





aha,its been 2 months since i've left glasgow, its been so great being able to meet my family and friends,so refreshing, been goin out with them people all the time,tho i do miss living independently d sana,do everything my self,cook,clean,finance,everything i decide,lol,


talk about a test of self discipline,hehe,


but its been great to be back here,bt then ada tia barang spoil ani,





the thing is that i had to resit an exam for my finance course, a course i totally despise, i find it quite hard to pay attention to the lecturer, it wasnt his accent, maybe it was the course itself, not the most entertaining subject i reckon,lol, anyways, knowing that i had to take a resit again totally spoiled my summer holiday mood, but this dint stop me from having the break that i deserve(uh..maybe)





actually i sat my exam about 2 hours ago,it was at night time(so that it would be held at the same time as the folks in glasgae) to be honest i wasnt really prepared for this exam, i really didnt have the confidence and the energy to do so, u ever had that feeling,like,um..when ur exams are near,u suddenly get the urge to do everything u never thot of before,haha,thats what i felt( me n padji actually discussed this thing a few months ago)


maybe it was a sign of how easily distracted one can be,or maybe its just because we've not the mood to study that we'd rather do somthing useless than turn to the books, take me for example,when i should be finishing chapter 3 of 10 two days before my exam,i was researching about a group called "milli vanilli" instead,


aha,well,heres some stuff i "learnt"


the duo found fame when they released their hit song "girl you know its true", and other hits as well,but it was later found out that they we're not the ones singing the song,turns out it was a bunch of folks who their producer thought dint have "marketable appearance",so they hired the 2 guys to be "actors",but i've viewed some of their clips,and these guys,tho theyre fake singing,they sure as hell can dance,watch this vid on youtube,has a really catchy beat,lol,but very very awful clothing,hahaha


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GSqV3rWM4iQ

nyahaha,nah out tia,lol,erm,anywayysss,,my exam went a bit well,just a bit,its more than i expected,thot i wouldnt be able to answer any of those questions,aha,
up till an hour after the exam started,i was pondering what i was gona do after 10(IE when the exams finished) aha,mcm was so excited,that i forgot i was in an exam,panat,

15 minutes before abis exam,my invigilator whispered to me that i've got 15 mins left,WHISPERED,i looked around and there wasnt any1 else,haha,lol,saja,

but it was a great relief when she said "please stop writing",ahah,i was like "yeahhhhh!!!"

been restraining myself from goin out lately,thats y,but inda jua buat papa d rumah,cehhh,lol

feeling mentally exhausted,i decided to take a tour around gadong and kiulap,just for the hell of it,

well,thats all i guess,just feel like talking crap,hehe,cant wait to start my real holiday tommorow

chow

its 5.50am,i couldnt sleep last nite..staying up infront of my laptop,my exam starts in a few days..so far i think i've only prepared less than 50%,not really ready..ok sambung lu

hmm.this is my furst post,probly the toughest one to write about,hehe,but furstly,thx to my uncle abai (can see clearly ia first post apa,n all pics ada namanya etc)for helping me out wif the blog,wat wit all the design and the set up n smua,haha,paning but worth it,hehe,some of u may not kno,but ryt now im studying in university of glasgow,scotland,well,i'll proly write here weekly,more like my weekly journal plg,so atleast u wud know whats happenin in my life week by week d glasgow ane,(majal)hehe,erm..the url?the tittle?yea,feels gloomy yea?hehe,well,i guess dats coz of what i feel almost all the time,so im gona input that into my writing plg,hehe,u know,sal i cant keep stuff to myself kang lupa,hehe,i'll apologise earlier if in d future ku terkasar bahasa or anthn else coz thats just the way im expressing my thoughts,hehe,and bear in mind,they me some constant swearing here,so yang inda tahan,jgn th di baca,melatup kang,hehe,ok thats all,
much love

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